一开工，就收到了三封开工利是。呵呵。开心了不多，就一下。觉得今年的红包似乎比往年少了，因为长大了嘛。每个人给红包时都会附上一句：什么时候轮到你派啊？（哈哈哈，十年后啦～‘十年又十年，人生有几个十年？’）或是：有男朋友了吗？（没有啦～哈哈哈。）。每个问题我都答得很认真的。哈哈哈。
今年的新年，就这样。
2010年2月19日星期五
2010年1月5日星期二
Interview with God
"Come in," God said to me, "so, you would like to interview Me?"
"If you have the time," I said.
He smiled through His beard and said: "My time is called eternity and is enough to do everything; what questions do you have in mind to ask me?"
"None that are new to you. What's the one thing that surprises you most about mankind?"
He answered: "That they get bored of being children, are in a rush to grow up, and then long to be children again. That they lose their health to make money and then lose their money to restore their health. That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live neither for the present nor the future. That they live as if they will never die, and they die as if they never had never lived..."
His hands took mine and we were silent. After a long period, I said, "May I ask you another question?"
He replied with a smile.
"As a Father, what would you ask your children to do for the new year?"
"To learn that they cannot make anyone love them. What they can do is to let themselves be loved.
To learn that it takes years to build trust, and a few seconds to destroy it.
To learn that what is most valuable is not what they have in their lives, but who they have in their lives.
To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others. There will be others better or worse than they are.
To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most, but is one who needs the least.
To learn that they should control their attitudes, otherwise their attitudes will control them.
To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in persons we love, and that it takes many years to heal them.
To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness.
To learn that there are persons that love them dearly, but simply do not know how to show their feelings.
To learn that money can buy everything but happiness.
To learn that while at times they may be entitled to be upset, that does not give them the right to upset those around them.
To learn that great dreams do not require great wings, but a landing gear to achieve.
To learn that true friends are scarce, he/she who has found one has found a true treasure.
To learn that they are masters of what they keep to themselves and slaves of what they say.
To learn that they shall reap what they plant; if they plant gossip they will harvest intrigues, if they plant love they will harvest happiness.
To learn that true happiness is not to achieve their goals but to learn to be satisfied with what they already achieved.
To learn that happiness is a decision. They decide to be happy with what they are and have, or die from envy and jealousy of what they lack.
To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.
To learn that those who are honest with themselves without considering the consequences go far in life.
To learn that even though they may think they have nothing to give, when a friend cries with them, they find the strength to appease the pain.
To learn that by trying to hold on to love ones, they very quickly push them away; and by letting go of those they love, they will be side by side forever
（来源：大耳朵英语）
"If you have the time," I said.
He smiled through His beard and said: "My time is called eternity and is enough to do everything; what questions do you have in mind to ask me?"
"None that are new to you. What's the one thing that surprises you most about mankind?"
He answered: "That they get bored of being children, are in a rush to grow up, and then long to be children again. That they lose their health to make money and then lose their money to restore their health. That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live neither for the present nor the future. That they live as if they will never die, and they die as if they never had never lived..."
His hands took mine and we were silent. After a long period, I said, "May I ask you another question?"
He replied with a smile.
"As a Father, what would you ask your children to do for the new year?"
"To learn that they cannot make anyone love them. What they can do is to let themselves be loved.
To learn that it takes years to build trust, and a few seconds to destroy it.
To learn that what is most valuable is not what they have in their lives, but who they have in their lives.
To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others. There will be others better or worse than they are.
To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most, but is one who needs the least.
To learn that they should control their attitudes, otherwise their attitudes will control them.
To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in persons we love, and that it takes many years to heal them.
To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness.
To learn that there are persons that love them dearly, but simply do not know how to show their feelings.
To learn that money can buy everything but happiness.
To learn that while at times they may be entitled to be upset, that does not give them the right to upset those around them.
To learn that great dreams do not require great wings, but a landing gear to achieve.
To learn that true friends are scarce, he/she who has found one has found a true treasure.
To learn that they are masters of what they keep to themselves and slaves of what they say.
To learn that they shall reap what they plant; if they plant gossip they will harvest intrigues, if they plant love they will harvest happiness.
To learn that true happiness is not to achieve their goals but to learn to be satisfied with what they already achieved.
To learn that happiness is a decision. They decide to be happy with what they are and have, or die from envy and jealousy of what they lack.
To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.
To learn that those who are honest with themselves without considering the consequences go far in life.
To learn that even though they may think they have nothing to give, when a friend cries with them, they find the strength to appease the pain.
To learn that by trying to hold on to love ones, they very quickly push them away; and by letting go of those they love, they will be side by side forever
（来源：大耳朵英语）
2009年12月30日星期三
又告别零九了
2009年12月30日 02：11
翻看了去年的帖子，零八年我才写了13个贴。而零九年呢？才三十六！平均起来就是每个月三个贴而已。自己也未免太吝啬了。。
这也意味着，留得住的记忆就只在这三十六个帖子里，其他的全都会被遗忘。有点可惜。但是我仍然故我，我行我素。心里想着可惜，但手却不争气，不肯常常把日常生活的故事记录下来。唉。
今年过得平平淡淡，都是在忙作业和读书。 一整年里我多少也有几次心情低落的时候，就是厌倦在金宝的生活。回一趟金马伦再回去金宝后，又没事了。不知明年去到吉隆坡又会有几次这样的心情呢？到时候我又要如何解决呢？去疯狂购物？哈哈。
新的一年里，只想问一个问题，我到底什么时候才会变得有自信些，漂亮一些？二十二年过去了，我还有多少年可以让我改变呢？再过几年就会人老珠黄，变成残花败柳，风华不再。。。（可怜的我未曾风华过吧？）。。。
算了吧，悲伤只会让人更快变老。所以我不悲伤了，我感叹！！
2010，我感叹！！
2009年10月26日星期一
问题？？？
很就都没有写自述了咯～呵呵，从珊颖那里偷了过来~自己tag 自己，嗯。 人啊，应该要了解自己，有些问题如果太久没有再问问自己，也许已经忘记该有的答案了呢！
我的大名ぷ 蔡秋月 （哇～说起来好久都没写自己的中文名了。也很就没听到别人叫我全名还 好前两天室友有叫了）
我的生日ぷ 九月十四日
誰傳給你的ぷ 自己偷来的，呵呵呵
說出五個好朋友ぷ 嘛就是中学的那几个朋友咯，大家心照啦～哈哈。
生日想要得到什麼禮物ぷ 哈哈哈。。。给我钱，我会很高兴的。
近期開心的是ぷ 表姐结婚了。
近期壓力大的是ぷ 天天上网开facebook都要开游戏，farm town, happy aquarium, castle age, barn buddy, 神来大佬二, roller coaster 想要升级又玩不到！ 还要追宫心计～压力真的很大！
未來想做什麼ぷ 哪里懂？要未来才懂。
有沒有喜歡的人ぷ 嗯。大把。
同學會要回去找老師嗎ぷ 老师不要被我找，我也不要被老师找。
跟誰出去最幸福ぷ ~自己出去最幸福～独身万岁！
如果你的兩個好友吵架了ぷ 这种事情常有啦，我总是扮演很重要的角色开导大家，化解恩怨，和谐最重要。
跟情人出去最想去哪ぷ 西湖？哈哈哈
聖誕節要做啥ぷ 要去教堂，要报佳音，要。。。。
最想跟誰過聖誕節ぷ 家人，当然。
有沒有起床气ぷ 什么是起床气啊？
有幾個兄弟姐妹ぷ 3个，加我的话。
最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)ぷ 呃，需要时间想想--- 新不了情？恰是你的温柔？（都是老歌）
最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)ぷ 十年
喜歡什麼顏色ぷ 紫色，苹果青，深青。
上廁所會不會先沖水ぷ 如果真的没办法了肮脏有臭味的话就冲，不然干净的话还冲那等我上完不是没得冲？
愛不愛我ぷ 我当然爱我咯
喜歡男生還是女生ぷ -
最想大聲說什麼ぷ 我肥了！！！！！
半夜敢不敢自己上廁所ぷ 为什么不？
上廁所會不會脫褲褲ぷ好烂的问题。。。不答。
現在很迷什麼ぷ 嗯刚好现在这刻不迷了。
睡相很差ぷ 不，好得很
現在的時間ぷ 02：14
體重多少ぷ 唉～
今天天氣ぷ 一片乌漆麻黑，无风无雨。
你懷孕了嗎ぷ 怀孕了就好咯，就可以肥了。
你若中樂透最想做什么ぷ 买车买楼。
大學生一定要玩的活動ぷ facebook
如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色`你選ぷ b没想过这个问题咯。金色吧，就会变的七彩斑斓，金碧辉煌了！
如果能為彩虹去掉一種顏色`你選ぷ 黄色，把变成金色。
在生命中最重要的東西ぷ 信仰
在生命中最重要的人物ぷ 家人
最宝贝的人是谁ぷ 自己
留言：写完后才发现问题都不是所我期待的...下次得空再写一份完整的我的自述吧。
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2009年10月25日星期日
从室友的部落里得到灵感，刚好昨天我们参加了老师的seminar，所以我的部落终于能更新了！蜘蛛网已经长满了，现在清一清！哈哈～
话说回来，昨天我们参加了如刚刚所说的老师的Seminar。出席的大多数都是新闻系的学长，有学长学姐们也有学妹，突然觉得还蛮光荣的。这也是我们第一次能碰到全校的新闻系学生！（虽然只有一两个学弟妹啦）。听老师的Seminar，真的很有趣，感觉就有点像在家庭聚会时，所有年长的亲戚在一起聊天讨论时事那样！在旁听得很过瘾。当然老师是学问性质的对谈与研讨～共同点也是听的很过瘾。老师们大多数呈现他们的调查。作为一个极度平凡的大学生，我并没有踊跃的发表意见及参与老师们的研讨。但是我们班却有两个富有“评论思维”的同学向老师发问，我想有许多不认识我们的老师都对我们新闻系的学生另眼相看吧！哈哈～
也发现到有个心理学的讲师很幽默，引起现场捧腹大笑～虽然样子看起来很严肃。这大概是幽默的最高境界吧～
内容大概是这样，当然现场气氛及他说话的方式听也是笑点的关键所在：
There are so many female commit suicide compared to male. Yet death usually happens on male more than female. Why? Because, female often kill themselves by cutting their wrist. But once they see blood, they panic. In the end, handphone straight away dailed to 999 for ambulance. On the other hand, for guys, when they want to die, they will find ways to die definitely.
其中大家也讨论了“一个马来西亚“的概念”。详细的内容我也不大记得了，但有一个来自尼日利亚的讲师说他们国家以前也有实行过 “一个尼日利亚” 的概念。。。说到这里大家不禁笑了起来，哈哈！老师的英语也很重尼日利亚腔调，例如他的newspaper 发音是 newspeparrr 。。。
我们也有免费午餐和茶点。。。还有参与证书，一直到下午五四点这个Seminar才结束！
所以一整天就献给了老师们~ :)
2009年9月16日星期三
又是凌晨的时候，而我却没有在复习。其实，我跟本就不想读书，不懂为何这个学期会如此失去动力。前天我生日了，21岁了，但是生日也不过如此而已。不像小时候那样祝自己生日快乐，晚上睡觉前许下几个愿望。或者说，我好像没有了愿望。
看了吴若权的一段话：生日或跨年许愿时，我们都期待着心想事成，但一年以后，又有多少愿望被实现了呢？是啊，去年许的愿，忘了。或者应该说，我有许过愿吗？21岁正是人生的开始，未来要走的路还有很长，还有形形色色变幻窜测的经历等着我。但愿，一切都能水到渠成。
我又再泡上黄子华的网页。这个有智慧很搞笑的男人。两年了，当忘了自己对他的期待时，他竟然又有电视剧，出现在电视荧幕上！一直追着他有留意他的动向的人，或者他的粉丝大概也等到肝肠寸断吧？一眨眼又两年了，岁月又在他脸上画上了两道痕迹。我并不是个追星的人，但是他的剧集，总会让我有种期待。他就是有这种摄人的魅力。
这以后,又还要等多久呢？
不说了。
2009年9月9日星期三
2009年9月7日星期一
见证人类的渺小 （祥图点击此标题）
10亿光年外拍摄
1亿光年外拍摄
1000万光年外拍摄
100万光年外拍摄
10万光年外拍摄
1万光年外拍摄
1000光年外拍摄
100光年外拍摄
10光年外拍摄
1光年外拍摄
1兆公里外拍摄
2009年9月6日星期日
2009年8月24日星期一
Blogging in English
It should be the time for me to start blogging in English. I dare not playing with the funky words as my command in English is too poor. however, i got no way to escape it. Practice makes perfect. we shall see how true it is.
Lets talk about communication theories here. Our group assignment is the Walter Benjamin's aura. Don't know the aura is? Aura means the quality, and authenticity of and art work. In his point of view, aura is just present in the painting.
to be critical thinker, shall i think contrastly with the original concept? Nothing is definite.
2009年8月18日星期二
上了一整天的课。累。
配合着读到日本政治，老师给我们看了一集由木村拓哉饰演首相的连续剧。
剧里有讲述到日本的政治机构如何运作等，对我们学习多少有些帮助吧？
剧中的首相很理想，很伟大，很懂得体恤人民。政策都以百姓为先。
可惜，现实生活中会有这样好的首相吗？
无论这部戏能带给我多少感动，
我的心始终都觉得这只是一部戏，
没有向往。
突袭的oral test，拿了蛮少分。
因为我是死读书型的，
除非我是胸有成竹
不然我很少会“临场表现” 得很好。
开始要填我们受训的选择了。
对杂志社似乎没什么兴趣
大概首选media prima吧
拿不到再看命运安排了。
孩。。
能不能不要去？虽然好像蛮有趣的啦？也能学到很多。
孩。。
下雨啦！晚餐也吃的很饱！
今晚要好好睡一觉了！
。。。。结束。。。
2009年7月24日星期五
心情混合
今天，终于结束了牵绊了我们很久的Assignment。每个同学几乎都熬了几个通宵来做，由其是在这这个星期里。这个星期算是很累人的一个星期，先前连续要交两个作业，之后又还有半年考，跟本就没有时间也没有心情读书。孩～
终于可以轻松了，以为这个星期可以回家了，回家还想好好睡一觉。怎知今天爸爸却进了医院。被喷农药的机器割伤手，中指断了一截～现在还在怡保中央医院。今天下午就去到了，到现在都还没轮到我爸。每个人都在排队要等治疗。政府医院！不过还好有打了针防破伤风，等等一些消毒小细节有处理了。不然有时一些小小的疏忽可能会造成很大的影响！
从以前开始就不是很信赖政府医院。也许是我stereotype吧～
无论如何，只要爸爸平安无事就好了。
所以明天我也没有回家了。已经四个星期没有回家了。我好想回家啊～而且还是第一次那么久都没有回家。（我知道其他人也是很久没回啦，但是以我住这么近的状况来说真的算太久了）
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除此之外，今天上communication theory的课又被老师洗脑了。
陈老师就是这么深具影响力的人。。
为什么媒体没有报道的自由？很多人，甚至马来西亚的所有人都怪罪所谓的内安法令等等。但是如果身为记者，连我们也这么认为的话，那么马来西亚媒体就不会有希望。self-censorship与laws and regulations并没有必然的关系，虽然人们总是把它们扯在一起。laws and regulations是其中一个影响传媒报道的因素，但我们也必须从其他角度去衡量。laws and regulations本来就是一直有的因素，也是非常独立的因素，是我们自己要把它与self-censorship连在一起！所谓的 “self"就是指自己，是自己让自己被这些因素框了起来，所以没有了自由。
所谓的Sensitive是非常主观的，你这样认为别人未必与你持同样的想法。。。
我也不懂该怎么表答，大概是这样的意思吧。她说的话总是很有道理，很值得让我们深思。最重要的是，她教导我们如何从不一样的角度去看一样事物，并不只是一般公认的看法。
总之，孩，就是她让我们看到不一样的东西。所以这就是为什么，有人当她是女神。她的确是很有智慧的女人。而且她拥有并非很多人都有的（critical thinking)。至少，这是我所没有的。
所以，哈哈。就酱。
2009年7月15日星期三
我什么都不懂
问我美国跟伊拉克之间的纠纷，我不懂！
问我为什么美国总统要当总统？我不懂！
问我新加坡和汶莱为什么会那么富有？（在东南亚）我不懂！
叫我比较他们的政策，我不懂！
问我Theodor Adorno的理论，我不懂！
问我这篇journal在讲些什么，我不懂！
问我这个字是什么意思？我不懂！
问我音乐家的历史，我不懂！
世界名画是什么? 我不懂？
问我圣经的历史？以色列的历史？犹太人的历史？
以色列和巴勒斯坦的冲突？
我不懂。。。
问我数学？我不懂
问我物理？我不懂
问我化学？我不懂
问我经济？我不懂
问我健康？我不懂
问我文学？我不懂
问我语言？我不懂
问我哲学？我也不懂
问我心理学？我不懂
问我生活常识？我也不懂
问我拿手好菜是什么？我不懂
问我怎样去怡保？我不懂
问我金马伦的山有多高？我不懂
问我为什么我姓蔡？为什么我出生在双八年？我不不懂
我什么都不懂。
我到底懂什么？
2009年7月10日星期五
遗漏的重点！
今天，副首相大驾光临我们的学校主持"Pesta Minda" 开幕典礼。一大清早我们新闻系的学生便来学校。后来听说演讲礼堂预订了给一百个位子给大学foundation的学生，其他学生都不能进去。所以我们只好守在红地毯那里拍照。
不久，负责人员知道我们是新闻系的学生后，就想办法通融一下让我们进去。新闻系的学生在学校是有优待的，很多有活动我们都可以坐到最前面，或者免费入场。哈哈。结果就是不能太多人进去，所以就分了两队，一些人留在外面拍照，一些人进去听他演讲。我的组的人全部都进去了，我选择了在外面，因为我想要拍他走进来的一幕。（纯碎拍给自己啦）
很多学院生也被派过来“充场”，站在红地毯两侧，为了迎接副首相。期间，很多贵宾陆续有来。
拿督斯理黄家泉入场
遗漏
副首相到来的那刻，许多媒体也涌着跟着他进来。而且，在最后那刻，我竟然换了位子！真笨～所以。。。就拍不到了。。。T.T
最重要的图片我却没有拍到！！
好伤心啊。站了一个小时却没拍到到，就只有我没拍到！在他还没来之前我就有想到不懂能不能拍到照片！有时候都不懂自己为什么会这样的。总是会错过重要的一刻。
啊啊啊 啊啊啊啊啊～～～
下次提醒自己要学聪明点了！
临走前去拍了接送副首相的车 T.T
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